Would Anyone Care?
(Johan Bengtsson)
I think… I think two things would happen to me if I took my life
One, I would hate my entire life
Two, I would like to live it all over again
… I don’t feel like anyone need me anymore…
I mean, my friends could go on without me
And… who would actually care?
It’s just the boring me that would disappear…
If I got beat up, who would care?
Would anyone be aware?
If I just took up someone’s knife
And gave up all, just took my life
Would anyone care?
And if I never ever said a word
Would I then suddenly be heard?
And if never finished this song
Would anyone, see what’s going on?
Would anyone care?
And if I said that I hate life
And never ever gave a sigh
And if I said Nirvana’s Kurt Cobain
Had left me here, standing in the rain
Would anyone care?
Do I just have terrible taste?
Then I think it suits my ugly face
That’s why I never get new friends
That’s how my life will end
But would anyone care?
I’ve never heard that I’ve made something good
I think I never understood
That playing synths just gave me mock
Guitars are better, ’cause they’re rock
Would anyone care?
And who would miss me if I leave?
Yes who would miss a monstrosity?
I should have known that being in love
Is no good, it just makes me sad
But would anyone care?
And now I think that I have lost
That I have paid my final cost
To Kurt Cobain, the king of grunge
I’ve lost my friends, now he wants my life…
Credits:
Johan Bengtsson (vocals, keyboard, programming)